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Confession and Update
Dear all,
I ve been doing a lot of thinking, and I ve decided you all deserve to know the truth. Some of you may have noticed in the past that I ve been fighting some real-life demons. I have a mental condition caused by a difficult past, especially over the last 3-4 years. I don t want to call it an illness because I am confident that under the right conditions, I can beat anything.
Over the last two months, I ve fluctuated from being overly hyped to the point where I just want to give everything up. This is why I wanted to bring partners in to take over communication with the community and handle PR. My anxiety, depression, and fear of failure often force me to overpromise, especially with deadlines. I want to change this more than anything, but we are all aware that I am struggling with it.
I know there are many people who support this project, and I really appreciate it! Even though I m sometimes late with deliveries, I strive to fulfill my promises (unless funding issues arise, like with the game). Thirty crypto years ago, I promised a blockchain, and while people mocked me and made fun of it, I deployed the testnet, test wallet, and documentation. I m not trying to defend myself or be a hero someone with the same knowledge and no mental challenges would have done this in a more elegant way. But I can t change some facts about myself, and I have to accept them as they are.
I will never abandon this project. I am emerging from a phase where I was so messed up that I couldn t eat for days, to a phase where I am more motivated than ever. I will make it with NOONE, and I hope you will make it with me whether with NOONE, another crypto project, or in your personal journeys.
I know that after reading this essay, some of you will leave this project, and I totally understand. You ve been patient with my demons for close to three years now. But I had to write this. It s part of the process, and in the long term, it will strengthen our relationship.
From the bottom of my heart,
Noone Dev