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There's a moment you hit, somewhere between everything you thought you deserved and everything you actually earned, where you stop trying to explain yourself.
I grew up around scrap. Not the business at first — just the idea of it. The idea that things get used up and thrown away and then somebody comes along and decides whether they still have value. My father ran a yard in Owego. I watched him do it. I thought I was going somewhere else.
And I did. New York City. Art school. Galleries. I opened a shop in Greenwich Village and sold American folk pottery — stoneware, mostly. Gray jugs with cobalt blue birds painted on them by men who had no idea those pieces would outlast everything they ever owned. I understood those objects. I understood what it felt like to hold something the world had decided was ordinary and see the extraordinary inside it. That instinct has never left me.
I didn't plan to build anything. I just came home and ended up back near the yard and started paying attention to what happened to things after they were discarded. The processing side of scrap — there's a logic to it that makes sense to me in a way most things don't. You take what's broken or finished or unwanted and you return it to material. You give it another cycle. Nothing that still has value gets thrown away. That principle has governed almost every decision I've made since.
In 1997 I opened Upstate Shredding at the industrial park in Owego. I didn't know then what it would become.
I also didn't know what I was capable of destroying.
I'm not going to dress up the conviction. I made terrible choices. The kind that come from moving too fast and believing the momentum you've built makes you untouchable. It doesn't. I paid a million dollars in fines. I served eight months. I came back to a business I'd nearly dismantled and a community I'd embarrassed, and I had to decide what kind of man I was actually going to be.
I decided to give away everything I could.
That probably sounds dramatic. But the stoneware collection — over a hundred pieces, some of the finest 19th-century American decorated stoneware assembled by a private collector — I donated all of it to the New York State Museum in Albany. Ten million dollars' worth. Every jug. Every crock. Every piece I'd spent twenty years accumulating. Because I'd held them long enough. Because they deserved to be seen by more people than I could ever invite into a house. You don't hold something that belongs to history. You return it.
The business kept growing. Upstate Shredding became one of the largest scrap operations in the Northeast. After my father retired I acquired Ben Weitsman and Son — the original family company — and folded it in. I bought restaurants in Skaneateles and turned their profits toward food pantries. I started CNY Tuesdays with my daughter Clover so we could put two thousand dollars a week directly into the hands of nonprofits quietly doing the work most people never see.
I live on a lake now. Skaneateles. One of the clearest lakes in America. In the mornings I sit there and I think about the distance between that scrap yard in Owego and this water, and I can't fully account for it. Not in a way that makes me comfortable. That discomfort is probably what keeps me moving. Comfort is not what I'm after. Comfort is what people want before they stop doing anything.
I've made more money than I had any right to expect. And I've spent a long time trying to understand what the right response to that is. Not in a philosophical way. In a practical one. The answer I keep landing on is: more. Give more. Put it back into the ground that produced it. The region. The people. The kids who are where I was at sixteen, trying to figure out if there's any version of the future that includes them.
There is. That's what I know for certain now. There is a version of the future that includes them. But somebody has to build it.
I think about my sister sometimes when I'm writing a check or sitting across from a kid at the rescue mission or watching Clover hand something to someone who needed it. I think she would have done this work better than I do. She was better than me in most of the ways that mattered. I don't know if I'm honoring her memory or just trying to get right with it. Maybe there's no difference.
Everything I've built can be shredded. Returned to material. That's not a dark thought — that's the most honest thought I know. Things don't disappear. They transform. What matters is whether you extracted some value along the way, and whether you put any of it back.
I try to put it back. Every week. Every check. Every conversation. That's the only record I care about.
— Adam Weitsman. Give more than you take. Always.
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