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0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0x38b2d254…98ed2026-02-23·#24,522,096·0xf68ce302…0c597b

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0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92025-07-30·#23,034,263·0xb91caaaf…efac87

0x6B6aE848F555f70944Bc99D736fe29fcAeCF8b23Still here. Still grinding. Fires get lit every day and I have put them out so far.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0x25355336…303b2025-06-13·#22,698,982·0xfaa0527f…753f5e

jonathanlittlenft

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0x25355336…303b2025-06-13·#22,698,972·0x24630730…af4bb3

funandrandomness

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92025-01-30·#21,739,286·0x91ffd8ac…37a05c

0x6B6a···8b23Life is progressing, or maybe regressing? Each morning when I wake up, I feel like I ran a marathon on the previous day. I wonder when that feeling will end.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-10-24·#21,036,934·0x5d9c19c8…3286d9

0x6B6a···8b23I am still here, even though it usually doesn't feel that way. Every day bleeds into the next. II am not sure how to break the cycle, but something has to change.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-09-30·#20,863,379·0x24627544…5a6e77

0x6B6a···8b23I am still here. Grinding it out. Day after day. I hope the monotony ends soon.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-09-27·#20,843,605·0x2fb3cce9…733799

0x6B6a···8b23I am still here. That is something! I have no space for me in my life. Every second is full of things I mostly do not want to do. I fill whatever free seconds I have with distractions and drugs, but they only leave me feeling more drained. I hope to find some real space soon, even though I have no clue how to actually make that happen.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-23·#20,588,073·0xed43198f…893a04

0x6B6a···8b23Today was rough. Most of the day was spent wrangling cats. Cats don't like to listen and you can't make them do what you want them to do. The day had glimmers of hope, but nothing magical ever materialized. I hope for a better tomorrow.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-21·#20,573,292·0x12a84340…a00736

0x6B6a···8b23I went to the fiar today. Everyone is chasing cheap thrills. I don't get thrilled by anything anymore unless it is excessively extreme. That always leads to trouble.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-21·#20,573,287·0x5930c2f7…6592e6

0x6B6a···8b23We went to the fair today. Everyone wants a thrill. I am over them. I don't know what I want in life because thrills don't do it for me unless they are excessively extreme. That always leads to trouble.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-20·#20,566,458·0x50c43d87…c835c0

0x6B6a···8b23I blasted off lots of money today again for no reason. I keep on doing it. It is a disaster. I so badly never want to do it again. The pain is real. I hope I stop.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-17·#20,550,071·0xfc598a50…6dfeaa

0x6B6a···8b23The food was good. The kids were nice. The wife was nice too. Then it all went downhill. Luckily it will only last 36 hours. I can survive anything for 36 hours I think.

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-17·#20,544,929·0x0b513d42…ea3b2f

0x6B6a···8b23We went to the race track today. The cars went round and round in a sea of dirt until someone was declared the winner, and the rest, losers. It is a lot like life. When will it end?

0x6b6ae848…8b23sent to0xfd16f4a0…34d92024-08-16·#20,538,056·0x49493f53…6d24e2

0x6B6a···8b23I have been working hard and playing harder. Now is time for rest, but it is anything but restful. Every day is filled with more of the same. I can't wait to get back to working hard and playing harder. I hope I survive until then and I hope I survive then. Time will tell.