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Violette, UncontrolledDeepti Prakash# Violette, Uncontrolled ## UNSTABLE The Dragon’s Crown was gone. She knocked over a clutch of emeralds, scrabbling behind the shelf for the telltale prick of the Crown. Instead, her fingers came back dusty and glinting. Frustration poured out of her before she could rein it in. A sudden cacophony squeaks and screeches and then– lifeless bodies of an owl, crow and raven thumped to the vault floor. Elsewhere she could sense rat bodies floating among the piles of gold and spiders hanging dead off of half-finished cobwebs. *Breathe. Just breathe through it.* She took in lungfuls of dusty, slightly metallic air and contemplated the corpses. Her magic felt volatile, malevolent. It was hot, frenzied and rubbed her insides raw. This had never happened before. Again, the helplessness and rage bubbled up in her and as before it flung out tearing through the corpses. Feathers fluttered through the air as heads rolled one way and bodies dismembered itself. Blood and guts spewed across the floor and splashed onto her face. She grit her teeth, adamant to gain control without the wand or the crown. This was a process she *enjoyed*. This was her *craft* for fuck’s sake. Her knuckles grew white as she clenched them and sweat pooled at the back of her neck. Her magic extended further than the vault and an unfortunate maid shriveled into husk. She grappled with herself as the kill released something sweet, potent, heady within her. *Maybe it’d be best to let go…lovely skeletons to play with*. As her thoughts wavered her magic became compliant with almost cat-like coyness. It flowed through her gently, almost lifting her off her feet. The Wand in its leather holster around her arm grew hot and visions of a smoking, bloodied wasteland enveloped her mind. She almost whimpered at its brutal beauty. The flesh stuck to battlements and wood, blood splattered across walls and grass like large landscape paintings. She *wanted* that. *Wanted* to be the catalyst of that. The reason for that. The edges of her vision turned black, she could feel the imminent explosion of her power. But just as she let go of all control the door to the vault banged open and there was a sudden pressure in her head. *Fuck. The Elders.* And she collapsed, covered in blood, reeking of vitriol. ___ ## UNREST Her head throbbed like it had been trampled on by those ill-fated elephant chimaeras. Her throat was dry and there was a faint taste of blood and smoke in her mouth. ‘You need not pretend Violette, I know you are awake,’ said a familiar voice. *That’s not my name. My name was lost to this façade you made me put up.* She groaned and opened her eyes. Sunlight filtered through grey and black gauzy currents dappled on the floor of her chambers. She was tucked into a nest of plump pillows and thick wool blankets in the middle of her bed. Elder Morgana stood facing the direction of the town, her back tensed. *This is why she liked her dungeon. Nobody dared enter. They thought Death lingered. Idiots.* ‘You failed to mention the Crown was no longer in your possession at the last Coven gathering,’ said Elder Morgana, still not deigning to look at her. She rolled her eyes. ‘I didn’t know it wasn’t in my possession at the last Coven meeting.’ ‘Unacceptable. Violette, you know the power you can wield. The credibility and respect it gives us, as Trinoctua, a Coven that lies with Death itself. You cannot be flippant about the relics of your destiny,’ said Elder Morgana, finally turning around. Violette saw black again. Rage was a live thing within her. ‘You are right. I know the power I wield. You don’t talk to me that way. I am your Queen,’ she said, though her voice shook. She had never stood up to one of them, not once in all the time she’d known them. Elder Morgana laughed. A high, cold sound and her expression shifted to one of mirth. The temperature in the room dropped a few degrees. ‘Child. You may have untold power but you are young. Volatile, with little to no control as evidenced by the events at the vault. I, on the other hand, have the strength of a Coven and the wisdom of time long forgotten.’ The pressure in her head was back, the room became frigid and the light turned a cold, murky blue. She gasped as Elder Morgana stalked forward and grabbed her hand with icy fingers. The Ring was forced down her finger and her mind was enveloped in sudden calm. Her magic, however, felt like it was being throttled. She squirmed out of the grasp and tried to remove the ring. It wouldn’t budge. Her magic wailed but her mind willed her to scream quietly. ‘Wha…wha…,’ she started. Swallowed and tried again. ‘What is this?’ Elder Morgana sat beside her and stroked her cheek. Unwillingly, she turned towards the palm as the light went back to muted yellow and Elder Morgana murmured ‘It is a suppressor layered over the Ring’s existing power. It is temporary, only until we find out how to help you learn control or we find the Crown. Whichever comes first. Orwina here is the caster of the suppressor and will be here to monitor its effects on you.’ A figure she had not previously noticed, stepped out from the shadows near her wardrobe and curtsied. ‘Your grace.’ Her power reared and cut through her to no avail. She screamed, long and loud. *You puny, insignificant creature be the watcher, warden of my power, my person? Never. I shall find a way out of this. I shall not tolerate disrespect like this. I am Vitriol personified. I shall bathe in the blood of the Coven if I have to. But I shall be no caged beast.* ___ ## UNHINGED It had been twelve days since her imprisonment. Oh, they didn’t call it that. They called it ‘care’ and ‘rest’. Her chimaeras were handed off to lesser witches to finish while she ‘recovered’. But she knew what this truly was. Fear. They were scared of what her power could do. As they should be but they counted on her affections for them to keep her at bay while they found a way to control her. The signs were there. Orwina came everyday without fail at dawn, dusk and the witching hour to take measure of her. True to her purpose, Orwina constantly maintained the suppressor without it causing any harm but she also performed a multitude of spells that Violette for the life of her couldn’t determine. Something had to be done. The Ring could calm her but her magic grew restless and tired. It needed to be let out. It needed to cause harm, maim, torture, kill. On the thirteenth day a thought struck her. She almost laughed out loud. How had she not realized this before? When Orwina entered her bedchambers at the witching hour it was to find an unusually cheerful Violette. ‘Everything alright, your grace?’ asked Orwina, curtsying. ‘Sensational, Orwina,’ she replied, a smile stretching across her face. If Orwina felt the back of her neck prick in warning, she didn’t show it. Instead, concentrated on finishing her work. ‘Orwina, did you know that a witch’s spells are tied to herself?’ asked Violette. And continued without waiting for a response, ‘ For example, if I wasn’t so careful myself, my chimaeras could be easily undone by something as silly as a little of my blood spilled. Imagine that! Any do-gooder could achieve that then, if they put their mind to it of course.’ Orwina, surprised at the chatting Queen, shook her head. ‘No your grace. It wouldn’t be that simple. For your creations to fail in that case, they would have to kill you or very nearly ki…’The blood drained out of Orwina’s face. Violette just smiled prettily up at her. Unmoving. Orwina tried to get up from her perch next to the Queen. She found she couldn’t move. ‘Just a little paralysis inducing poison I had lying around,’ said Violette conversationally. ‘You wouldn’t. You can’t. I control your magic,’ whispered Orwina as she tried to lift her hands to cast. ‘See? That is what you lack. Imagination,’ said Violette getting up. ‘Who told us the only way to kill is through Vitriol? Knives work just fine, Orwina.’ ‘You can’t! It is forbidden! You mustn’t kill another witch from your Coven!’ said Orwina, tears flowing down her cheeks. ‘Now, now Orwina. You must know I don’t like the word forbidden. I cavort with Death itself. What are these rules of mere mortals to me?’ said Violette, a sharp knife caressed lovingly. ‘Did you know that every death adds to my power? True, I used only my magic till now but my Wand calls out to me, assuring me it works fine without using magic as well.’ Violette slowly brought the knife to Orwina’s throat. She could feel it tremble, the pulse fluctuating wildly. Her own pulsed in response. She was almost light-headed with excitement. She closed her eyes, readying. ‘You are a vile creature much like one of your creations, you know that?’ spat Orwina. ‘ You will never know true contentment in this life. Always searching for things, bigger and better. You will be lost in yourself. And if I must die, I am glad that my last words to you will be: I am the one that stole the Crown.’ Violette blinked open her eyes and examined her victim. So the Crown was indeed missing. She shrugged, it didn’t matter to her one way or the other. It was the Elders that insisted all the relics be together. All she wanted was her Grave Wand back. Violette laughed. ‘True contentment? Do you hear yourself? Contentment was never in the stars for us. We are Demon-witches of Trinoctua. We sow sorrow and wreak havoc. That is our purpose and joy. That is all. About the Crown, I don’t care but my creations are art, you worthless worm!’ Violette slit Orwina’s throat in one. Warm blood surged down her hands and the giddy, gleeful feeling intensified. Simultaneously, she felt her magic burst out of her, free from its shackles. Now, to make art. ___ ## UNQUENCHABLE Elder Morgana came as soon as she heard the commotion. Orwina hung fused to a dreadworm, eyes gouged, arms and legs grotesquely positioned. Violette sat in front of the creation, drenched in blood. She was humming, an animation spell it would seem. Her magic thrummed, smelling vaguely of blood and smoke. ‘What is the meaning of this Violette?!,’ said Elder Morgana, straining to keep the tremor out of her voice. It would not do to give the child more power. ‘I thought that was rather obvious, Elder Morgana,’ said Violette. ‘But if you want to be dense about it, I’ll explain. In a few minutes, I will awaken this creation of mine. It is, however, not for sale. It is to be a guardian of mine and a warning to you and the coven. I am happy to do your bidding and work for the good of the coven but you have no power over me. And if someone, anyone dares question that, well…bloodlust, once awakened, is rather hard to quench.’ Elder Morgana looked at what she had helped in creating. It stood blinking serenely at her, covered in guts, blood and brain matter. She would scream monster…but who would she point to? Herself or Violette? ___
The Amaranthine ScrollsDeepti Prakash# The Amaranthine Scrolls #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #739466 Letter found among the belongings of a late adventurer, Raven of Nakkum [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, “Demon Shout” The Grave Wand held by Queen Violette of Vitriol, Amaranthines]] ### __ <br> ##### I know not how long I have left, but the wand compels me to leave this for you, dear adventurer. ##### It is not uncommon for holders of this wand to have visions from the mind of the witch demon. The one before me kept meticulous notes of every vision they had, looking for clues to find some of her other possessions. They believed that holding all of them would let them connect to the witch’s spirit like never before. ##### I, on the other hand, concerned myself only with some of them. ##### The ones that portend great terrors for the Realm. The ones that haunt me. This one in particular. ~ o ~ The Wand leads me back to the ruins. It’s been a long day. I sink onto the flat ground where my Tower stood tall just a few nights ago. *They were right. In the end, I failed. I failed them. I failed myself. I failed my destiny.* *How could I have let this happen? How did I not see it coming? What did I miss?* The familiar feeling of bitter vitriol washes over me. *No. I haven’t failed entirely. Not yet. I may not have seen them coming, but the fools only took down the Façade. They didn’t find anything important. They didn’t take anything True.* I dig my fingers into the rubble, into the ground and tune my heart and my mind to its strength and my true home within. *Darkness.* *Relief.* The floor dissolves momentarily into ether to let me in. *Home.* *This place knows magic unlike any that we practise. How can it restore me so, as soon as I enter? How can it drive the world outside so far away, making everything else so unimportant? The dungeon. My home. My sanctum. All that’s interesting to me in the universe is now held between these walls. Comfort and adventure all at once.* *Like you, Death.* The bitterness of the wand strikes a comfortable balance with the soothing smells of Death. *Peaceful, calming, welcoming but also brimming with mystery and potential. Not everyone sees you that way, do they? I feel bad for those who are scared of you. For those who don’t know or understand you as intimately as I do. Well, fuck them! I’m grateful for your company. For all the things we create together.* *For Amaranthine.* The coldness of the Grave Wand seeps through me into Amaranthine, lifting her from her resting place and drawing her to the workbench. *I don’t need to make her for them anymore, do I? You took them all. Maybe I’ve been thinking about this all wrong. Maybe they did me a huge favour. How did I not see this before? The Tower is a small price to pay for this freedom. I can make her how I want now. I can take as long as I want making her. We can make her beautiful, Death. We can make her unique. We can make her interesting.* Her body contorts into strange shapes that I had never seen before. Strange, but also somehow familiar? A lost, forgotten feeling finds me. *I can do anything I want. They don’t matter anymore. Nothing matters anymore. There are no rules.* A violent surge of energy passes through me into her. She disintegrates into a thousand pieces and grafts herself back together onto a pair of demon wings. *Are you excited, Amaranthine? How shall I make you? I didn’t think of this when I named you, but did you know, in another world, amaranth is a shade of violet? Did you know they called me Violette? Violette. The woman I never wanted to be. The woman I don’t have to be anymore. But if I’m not her, then who am I? Could I have been you? Maybe. But who are you, Amaranthine? A child that has ceased to exist. The child I could have been if not for them?* I recognise the shapes her body is making. *I dreamed them up in that graveyard, the longest time ago. When I first found you, Death. Do you remember? When I ran away from them. When I was hiding from them. Why did I go back?* *If it was just peace, just happiness, just goodness that you took from me…… You took more. I’ll never know what I could have become.* *Amaranthine. A mystery.* *Are you a monster too? You’d think I wouldn’t have become one if not for them, wouldn’t you? But no. I think I was always going to become some version of this. This. The “Other”.* A darkness enters her and spreads through her being. *I should make more of you, shouldn’t I, Amaranthine? From more children that have ceased to exist. For every trick, every game they played, the child that could have existed had they not. For every -* Her eyes. *What?* *No.* *That’s not possible. I’m imagining things, aren’t I?* But something flows from me through the Wand into her, forming dark red questions in her eyes and forever lost to me. That was a mistake. I’m losing focus. I break my bond with the Wand. ~ o ~ ##### I try to grasp at that memory like a madwoman every time, desperately trying to hold on to what I saw in her eyes. But it slips through my mind into the far ends of my consciousness, every time, lost to me as it was to her. But I remember how it felt. That bone-chilling sense of dread. Hysterical sense of power. I cannot ignore it like she did. There is danger there. I am sure of it. ___ <br> #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #9890 Pages from the notes of late adventurer, Morana of Ha‘ule‘u [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, “Demon Shout” The Grave Wand held by Queen Violette of Vitriol, Amaranthines, Queen Violette’s Silver Ring ]] ### __ <br> ##### 12th Day in the season of Icewhile, Year of the Great Unification ##### Vision 32, Trigger : My sister’s grave ~ <> ~ *Darkness.* *Silence.* The calm, numbing coldness of the Grave Wand finds me again. *Death.* *I haven’t had a real conversation with anyone but you, Death, in a very long time. Everyone I bring home with me is so busy fearing you, they have no time for me. I wish, for once, one of them would actually talk to me. Say something worth hearing, for once. If they had anything worth preserving in them, I wouldn’t so easily give them to you. But they’re all the same. I wonder if there’s a way to keep a part of them in the piece, just an echo of what made them them. I’ve never let the supplies inspire the creation before…* *What of you, little child? What makes you unique? Is there any part of you worth keeping in Amaranthine?* My awareness reaches out through the Wand, searching the echo of her consciousness. *Fear. Horror. Panic.* *They told you to fear us, didn’t they? I know known terrors seem safer than havens unknown. The monsters we call family seem safer than those they call “the Other”. But trust me, Death and I will be kinder to you than they would have been. Ask Violette. She’s thankful I took her place.* At the back of my awareness, I feel her stir. The girl whose name and life I stole. The girl that would have been Violette if not for their games. She never really left me, but without the Wand, I wouldn’t have known. She’s good at hiding at the far edges of my consciousness. I think she felt bad for me. I’ll never be sure if it’s pity or vitriol that kept her from moving on. But I know she agrees with me on this - she’s the luckier one. *Another child that didn’t get a chance to exist. I wish I knew where they hid your body, Violette. It would have been so perfect for -* A blinding flash of pain shatters the bond. ~ <> ~ ##### This creation seems more like an expression of emotion. Usually, her thoughts are about its functional aspects and efficiency. She also sounds oddly relaxed. Why is this one different? ##### In all her other visions, her connection with Violette was very weak. But that flash of pain when she was thinking about Violette’s body. It almost seemed like Violette was actually responding? Did she want the witch demon to find her body? ##### She had all the items. She still has the ring in this vision ___ <br> #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #112 Pages from the Journal of an adventurer - Origins Unknown [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, “Demon Shout” The Grave Wand held by Queen Violette of Vitriol, Amaranthines]] [[[ Note by Master Elök Etrelpas Of The Elders, Deputy Archivist - the journal mentioned in this scroll could be Inquisitor Mortward’s Journal from Lunnon (see scroll #766 )]]] ### __ <br> ##### I need to write every detail of this down before I forget. <><> The Wand answers my call and we wrap our minds around each other. *The Mind is a place where rage, fear, and loneliness meet. The Body is where movements for life are brought together. Your Body and Mind work together to allow for some limited expression of what is happening in your Mind.* Amaranthine’s body and mind contort at my command, but all I can see is hideousness. *Every attempt of this is garbage. What am I doing wrong?* Bitter, blood-curdling hatred seeps through me as I look at her. *I thought the body was the problem. Using Violette’s body didn’t make it better. Using a woman’s body is not making it any better. That’s not it. The artist and the subject of the creation are vile, how can the creation not be.* I reach out through the Wand into her mind. *I’m Death. I’m madwoman. I birth affairs in which GREEN is the key to slaying me. I am a madwoman because I love death. I love the feeling of pointy things Vs. pushing vs. being combined into a one single entity. I love the feeling of wind into my body, accelerating my own growth. I love the feeling of something lives inside of me, despite its being017 I love the feeling of death myself. I love the way my wonderful layers are taking form around me. I love the feeling of being in control. I love the feeling of being written. I love the feeling of being theinkerthing.* I break my bond with her and the Wand in disgust. ***I’ve had visions of her using the Grave Wand, making necrotic chimeras before. But did I just see her reaching into the mind of one? And did I just see its thoughts??*** <><> ##### I did some digging. ##### I couldn’t find much about Amaranthines. But there are rumours. Disturbingly more and more, over the years. Some say it was a failed experiment. I think it was a failed attempt at a self-portrait. ##### Her creations are almost always talked about as mindless. Almost. But I found something else. A journal of an investigator found decades ago in Lunnon. He writes about encountering one of her chimeras. He said it made calculated moves. That it moved with purpose. With intention. ##### But surely, that’s not possible? A witch, even one with demon blood, no matter how powerful, cannot create a being like that? One that has its own mind? Has thoughts??? What does this mean? Does it have a soul? ##### Visions such as these are known to get slightly altered each time it is recalled by an adventurer. Maybe this is just one that has been recalled a lot? ___ <br> #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #19812 Pages from the notes of late adventurer, Morana of Ha‘ule‘u [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, Queen Violette’s Silver ring, Amaranthines]] ### __ <br> ##### 21st Day in the Season of Icewhile, 2nd Year of the Wolf ##### Vision 294, Trigger: Boneflowers around my sister’s grave. .:0:. *The world is a wild, wild place. There’s no consistency or order to it. Only the wanderlusts and momentary insights of the moment tug at my heart. I’m constantly connected to the Great Zoo of the Bobolens. My skin is my own15 inch inch mirror bewteen fields canary yellow fields towards the brink of black. I’m an amaranthine. The world is an amara. Only the madwoman Amaranthine can be mad. The world is a wild, wild place. And the madwoman Amara must be something other than an amara. She sometimes thinks of the birds in her backyard as she views the wildflowers in the garden. She occasions celebratory coffee in her garden, with chickens, beforeOTOating onto the day’s findings in her head. She is an amara. SheConstantly thinks of the birds in her backyard as she sees the wildflowers in the garden. She occasions celebratory coffee in her garden, beforeOKOating onto the day’s findings in her head. She is an amara.* .:0:. ##### I’ve been getting many visions like these recently. They started when I found the ring. Is it from her childhood? When she was an infant and couldn’t form coherent thoughts? But no. She didn’t have the ring that young. Did lunacy take her at the end? But it doesn’t feel like her mind. There’s an echo of her in there somewhere, but something about the mind felt …. unfinished? ___
The Amaranthine ScrollsDeepti Prakash# The Amaranthine Scrolls #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #739466 Letter found among the belongings of a late adventurer, Raven of Nakkum [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, “Demon Shout” The Grave Wand held by Queen Violette of Vitriol, Amaranthines]] ### __ <br> <br> ##### I know not how long I have left, but the wand compels me to leave this for you, dear adventurer. ##### It is not uncommon for holders of this wand to have visions from the mind of the witch demon. The one before me kept meticulous notes of every vision they had, looking for clues to find some of her other possessions. They believed that holding all of them would let them connect to the witch’s spirit like never before. ##### I, on the other hand, concerned myself only with some of them. ##### The ones that portend great terrors for the Realm. The ones that haunt me. This one in particular. ~ o ~ The Wand leads me back to the ruins. It’s been a long day. I sink onto the flat ground where my Tower stood tall just a few nights ago. *They were right. In the end, I failed. I failed them. I failed myself. I failed my destiny.* *How could I have let this happen? How did I not see it coming? What did I miss?* The familiar feeling of bitter vitriol washes over me. *No. I haven’t failed entirely. Not yet. I may not have seen them coming, but the fools only took down the Façade. They didn’t find anything important. They didn’t take anything True.* I dig my fingers into the rubble, into the ground and tune my heart and my mind to its strength and my true home within. *Darkness.* *Relief.* The floor dissolves momentarily into ether to let me in. *Home.* *This place knows magic unlike any that we practise. How can it restore me so, as soon as I enter? How can it drive the world outside so far away, making everything else so unimportant? The dungeon. My home. My sanctum. All that’s interesting to me in the universe is now held between these walls. Comfort and adventure all at once.* *Like you, Death.* The bitterness of the wand strikes a comfortable balance with the soothing smells of Death. *Peaceful, calming, welcoming but also brimming with mystery and potential. Not everyone sees you that way, do they? I feel bad for those who are scared of you. For those who don’t know or understand you as intimately as I do. Well, fuck them! I’m grateful for your company. For all the things we create together.* *For Amaranthine.* The coldness of the Grave Wand seeps through me into Amaranthine, lifting her from her resting place and drawing her to the workbench. *I don’t need to make her for them anymore, do I? You took them all. Maybe I’ve been thinking about this all wrong. Maybe they did me a huge favour. How did I not see this before? The Tower is a small price to pay for this freedom. I can make her how I want now. I can take as long as I want making her. We can make her beautiful, Death. We can make her unique. We can make her interesting.* Her body contorts into strange shapes that I had never seen before. Strange, but also somehow familiar? A lost, forgotten feeling finds me. *I can do anything I want. They don’t matter anymore. Nothing matters anymore. There are no rules.* A violent surge of energy passes through me into her. She disintegrates into a thousand pieces and grafts herself back together onto a pair of demon wings. *Are you excited, Amaranthine? How shall I make you? I didn’t think of this when I named you, but did you know, in another world, amaranth is a shade of violet? Did you know they called me Violette? Violette. The woman I never wanted to be. The woman I don’t have to be anymore. But if I’m not her, then who am I? Could I have been you? Maybe. But who are you, Amaranthine? A child that has ceased to exist. The child I could have been if not for them?* I recognise the shapes her body is making. *I dreamed them up in that graveyard, the longest time ago. When I first found you, Death. Do you remember? When I ran away from them. When I was hiding from them. Why did I go back?* *If it was just peace, just happiness, just goodness that you took from me…… You took more. I’ll never know what I could have become.* *Amaranthine. A mystery.* *Are you a monster too? You’d think I wouldn’t have become one if not for them, wouldn’t you? But no. I think I was always going to become some version of this. This. The “Other”.* A darkness enters her and spreads through her being. *I should make more of you, shouldn’t I, Amaranthine? From more children that have ceased to exist. For every trick, every game they played, the child that could have existed had they not. For every -* Her eyes. *What?* *No.* *That’s not possible. I’m imagining things, aren’t I?* But something flows from me through the Wand into her, forming dark red questions in her eyes and forever lost to me. That was a mistake. I’m losing focus. I break my bond with the Wand. ~ o ~ ##### I try to grasp at that memory like a madwoman every time, desperately trying to hold on to what I saw in her eyes. But it slips through my mind into the far ends of my consciousness, every time, lost to me as it was to her. But I remember how it felt. That bone-chilling sense of dread. Hysterical sense of power. I cannot ignore it like she did. There is danger there. I am sure of it. ___ <br> #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #9890 Pages from the notes of late adventurer, Morana of Ha‘ule‘u [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, “Demon Shout” The Grave Wand held by Queen Violette of Vitriol, Amaranthines, Queen Violette’s Silver Ring ]] ### __ <br> <br> ##### 12th Day in the season of Icewhile, Year of the Great Unification ##### Vision 32, Trigger : My sister’s grave ~ <> ~ *Darkness.* *Silence.* The calm, numbing coldness of the Grave Wand finds me again. *Death.* *I haven’t had a real conversation with anyone but you, Death, in a very long time. Everyone I bring home with me is so busy fearing you, they have no time for me. I wish, for once, one of them would actually talk to me. Say something worth hearing, for once. If they had anything worth preserving in them, I wouldn’t so easily give them to you. But they’re all the same. I wonder if there’s a way to keep a part of them in the piece, just an echo of what made them them. I’ve never let the supplies inspire the creation before…* *What of you, little child? What makes you unique? Is there any part of you worth keeping in Amaranthine?* My awareness reaches out through the Wand, searching the echo of her consciousness. *Fear. Horror. Panic.* *They told you to fear us, didn’t they? I know known terrors seem safer than havens unknown. The monsters we call family seem safer than those they call “the Other”. But trust me, Death and I will be kinder to you than they would have been. Ask Violette. She’s thankful I took her place.* At the back of my awareness, I feel her stir. The girl whose name and life I stole. The girl that would have been Violette if not for their games. She never really left me, but without the Wand, I wouldn’t have known. She’s good at hiding at the far edges of my consciousness. I think she felt bad for me. I’ll never be sure if it’s pity or vitriol that kept her from moving on. But I know she agrees with me on this - she’s the luckier one. *Another child that didn’t get a chance to exist. I wish I knew where they hid your body, Violette. It would have been so perfect for -* A blinding flash of pain shatters the bond. ~ <> ~ ##### This creation seems more like an expression of emotion. Usually, her thoughts are about its functional aspects and efficiency. She also sounds oddly relaxed. Why is this one different? ##### In all her other visions, her connection with Violette was very weak. But that flash of pain when she was thinking about Violette’s body. It almost seemed like Violette was actually responding? Did she want the witch demon to find her body? ##### She had all the items. She still has the ring in this vision ___ <br> #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #112 Pages from the Journal of an adventurer - Origins Unknown [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, “Demon Shout” The Grave Wand held by Queen Violette of Vitriol, Amaranthines]] [[[ Note by Master Elök Etrelpas Of The Elders, Deputy Archivist - the journal mentioned in this scroll could be Inquisitor Mortward’s Journal from Lunnon (see scroll #766 )]]] ### __ <br> <br> ##### I need to write every detail of this down before I forget. <><> The Wand answers my call and we wrap our minds around each other. *The Mind is a place where rage, fear, and loneliness meet. The Body is where movements for life are brought together. Your Body and Mind work together to allow for some limited expression of what is happening in your Mind.* Amaranthine’s body and mind contort at my command, but all I can see is hideousness. *Every attempt of this is garbage. What am I doing wrong?* Bitter, blood-curdling hatred seeps through me as I look at her. *I thought the body was the problem. Using Violette’s body didn’t make it better. Using a woman’s body is not making it any better. That’s not it. The artist and the subject of the creation are vile, how can the creation not be.* I reach out through the Wand into her mind. *I’m Death. I’m madwoman. I birth affairs in which GREEN is the key to slaying me. I am a madwoman because I love death. I love the feeling of pointy things Vs. pushing vs. being combined into a one single entity. I love the feeling of wind into my body, accelerating my own growth. I love the feeling of something lives inside of me, despite its being017 I love the feeling of death myself. I love the way my wonderful layers are taking form around me. I love the feeling of being in control. I love the feeling of being written. I love the feeling of being theinkerthing.* I break my bond with her and the Wand in disgust. ***I’ve had visions of her using the Grave Wand, making necrotic chimeras before. But did I just see her reaching into the mind of one? And did I just see its thoughts??*** <><> ##### I did some digging. ##### I couldn’t find much about Amaranthines. But there are rumours. Disturbingly more and more, over the years. Some say it was a failed experiment. I think it was a failed attempt at a self-portrait. ##### Her creations are almost always talked about as mindless. Almost. But I found something else. A journal of an investigator found decades ago in Lunnon. He writes about encountering one of her chimeras. He said it made calculated moves. That it moved with purpose. With intention. ##### But surely, that’s not possible? A witch, even one with demon blood, no matter how powerful, cannot create a being like that? One that has its own mind? Has thoughts??? What does this mean? Does it have a soul? ##### Visions such as these are known to get slightly altered each time it is recalled by an adventurer. Maybe this is just one that has been recalled a lot? ___ <br> #### A Scroll from The Archives of Ämetatilelël - Scroll #19812 Pages from the notes of late adventurer, Morana of Ha‘ule‘u [[ Mentions - Queen Violette of Vitriol, Queen Violette’s Silver ring, Amaranthines]] ### __ <br> <br> ##### 21st Day in the Season of Icewhile, 2nd Year of the Wolf ##### Vision 294, Trigger: Boneflowers around my sister’s grave. .:0:. *The world is a wild, wild place. There’s no consistency or order to it. Only the wanderlusts and momentary insights of the moment tug at my heart. I’m constantly connected to the Great Zoo of the Bobolens. My skin is my own15 inch inch mirror bewteen fields canary yellow fields towards the brink of black. I’m an amaranthine. The world is an amara. Only the madwoman Amaranthine can be mad. The world is a wild, wild place. And the madwoman Amara must be something other than an amara. She sometimes thinks of the birds in her backyard as she views the wildflowers in the garden. She occasions celebratory coffee in her garden, with chickens, beforeOTOating onto the day’s findings in her head. She is an amara. SheConstantly thinks of the birds in her backyard as she sees the wildflowers in the garden. She occasions celebratory coffee in her garden, beforeOKOating onto the day’s findings in her head. She is an amara.* .:0:. ##### I’ve been getting many visions like these recently. They started when I found the ring. Is it from her childhood? When she was an infant and couldn’t form coherent thoughts? But no. She didn’t have the ring that young. Did lunacy take her at the end? But it doesn’t feel like her mind. There’s an echo of her in there somewhere, but something about the mind felt …. unfinished? ___