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0xE850···1E4DLoss Unexpected (an ode to Meowski) Perhaps I should have known It would be your turn Perhaps I should have seen That you would follow suit That once the soul that bound you here moved on Your soul would drift to meet It makes sense in retrospect Even if it didn’t at the time But all this didn’t matter then It all seemed so unexpected So fast and all too soon I thought we would have more time More time to cherish the end of our time together But things changed quickly And you were telling me it was time to go I cherished those last days I laid with you and held you close With your head in my hand I did everything I could to make your end as comfortable and happy as possible In some ways I feel that I failed you in that respect But I know that isn’t true That is me just wishing I could have given more I know you felt loved And I loved you with all I had and always will I just didn’t expect to lose you so soon
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0xE850···1E4DExpected Loss (an ode to Andy) Can you really ever be ready for something Even if you see it coming A long time preparing for something you see ahead Can still surprise you when it is there Can still floor your being and send your soul adrift I saw the day long before its arrival I thought that maybe by seeing it By imagining it, by expecting it I could create a situation in which I could bear it However, I couldn’t have been more wrong When that day arrived, I lost a part of me A part that you gave me that I’m not sure I knew I had And when it was your time That part had to go with you The love I have for you will be with me always Even if you aren’t I will always remember your face that pushed How you would know when I was near before anybody else And I knew that your time was coming I was expecting it But when it arrived I was not ready
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0xE850···1E4DCrossroads I find myself constantly at crossroads Unsure of where to go next or even what to think next So many paths laid before me Currently, this is part of my daily struggle Feeling pulled in many directions Stretching to absorb all the possibilities Filling the cup as it constantly overflows Perhaps after all this time my mind is actually full That every experience replaces something held from before Although I know so little of my own mind, I can only imagine That there is only so much room The constant reshuffling changes something I can feel this change A loss of innocence, a future before now behind Perhaps I’ve grown tired in some way Of something or somewhere I don’t know I’m at peace with this change I move to embrace it To accept the next changes as I navigate my personal Crossroads
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0xE850···1E4DWhere are we? I haven't a clue Are we lost? My love, it seems that happened a long time ago Where did things go wrong? Once again, in the pursuit of certain things, we lost sight of others Well, what do we do now? Continue, as we always have