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Let's say that what you're saying is true, you can leave the country and start a new life with the money you have (if they let you). After all your life is more important than some anything.
Some people find out they have a disease, not knowing when they might die. Last year, I found out that I have a rare disease, ET with JAK2 mutation confirmed. Not knowing how much longer I have to live, my mental health has been terrible, fighting against some bad thoughts. And here I am, still fighting. Do yourself a favor and visit a psychiatrist. Visit a new country and have fun — you never know when your last day on Earth will be. I truly hope you get well and please stop wasting money that someone works their whole life for, but can’t even make a tiny fraction of it. I really do hope you didn't gave up on your life.
Btw, I’m 29 and also a programmer.