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Extreme apologies for taking this long to respond to all of these incredible and encouraging movements. Grief is the malevolent incubus/succubus sucking sap out of my secret trees. Usually all buses and tramplers are welcome, apart from much else, everything is welcome, even grief, necessary even, but every once in a while, the human and its sense of forced divination is violently exposed. And we're left holding roots of no origin, invisible, not even something we can show to another and say here: this is what's left, what i'm holding. But then it's still given, invisible roots and all, which can lead me to deduce that where there is still root, invisible or not, there is resilience, delusional or not. I remain resilient and delusional with these invisible roots. So while grief fornicates with me, I tell myself I am at least chosen for this. I am specifically chosen for this. And let me tell you, grief, in my experience is the only way to impregnate gods, if any, until they relent with your idea of how the world should be. So. Welcome.
To bring it down to scale find myself going back to Ballard and his sense of how he conflates destruction, utter annihilation, and its voyeurism with inexplicable pleasure and holiness even or its pursuit. Specifically, The Atrocity Exhibition, and later his novel Crash, which was subsequently made into a film by Cronenberg.
This is an oversimplification, however complex Ballard's explorations were.
Anyway. Thank you. I've matched you. Interesting that this could be construed as double spend, and even more interesting that the answer to why I have been nicknamed double spend is actually in the number. And Sal, I'm indebted to you for your relentless enthusiasm and support and prowess. This is truly incredible, you're building something extraordinary and I'm here in my meagre way. I look forward to hearing more.
Onward.
Grief, for now i'm the chewing gum in your endless mouth, but you'd be surprised to hear of what I've been speaking to and lives within me. I wait for you to be in mine.
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