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0x4DE3···1437I really only sat close to the TV, simply to have a better focus. To allow myself to be enveloped in the world right in front of me. Though it does has it's downsides. My eyes feel irritated, almost bloodshot red. MY legs have dig deeper into the fibers and now I can;t move. Would I be lazy to stay just a couple of minutes longer? Minutes turn to hours as the hours turn to days. I still haven't moved. Everything and everyone passes me by, even the dear couch that I'm sitting on. If only it could take me with it. This was made to help come to terms with my feelings of laziness. Not giving myself enough grace to take a foot off of the gas. Then taking advantage of my self appointed grace, sinking deeper into my want. My want to be completely still, wrapped in worlds that aren't my own.
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0x4de31ffa…1437sent to0xd91d8fc3…9130·#18,393,645·0xfb1637e2…55240d
Bhare I felt the need to highlight my drinking habits in my own home. Granted I don’t drink often but over the past couple of months, I’ve felt more inclined to take a drink with dinner. A lot of the alcohol that we have is gifted, being served for entertainment purposes. Sometimes if i drink to quell an emotion, I get trapped in a feeling of neglecting myself. Just like the snake plant next to the bottle, both grow with neglect.
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bhare I’ve always seen cooking as an act of love, no matter the type. You entrust someone else with the wellbeing on your body as you enjoy the meal that they prepared. My ideal meal is warm and hearty, served on a porcelain dish. This work is the continuation of a journal written back during my years in high school. Inflated with current experiences relative to my early 20’s, “Dinner served cold, again” is a meal on ice. One devoid of love, shaking your teeth down to the root. Our central character is seemingly unaware of the current state of things. She has two faces despites looking unaware in one of them. The second serves to indicate an inner monologue that is aware of the current situation. Warm tones are utilized on the top half as “warm air rises” leaving the bottom half for cool tones. The table itself alongside the man’s head has turned cold, as if the empty plate energy starts to overcome everything around it.